Halloween Tales Release Day!

Halloween Tales, is released today, September 30th! I’m pretty excited about it. You can buy at: Apple, Barnes and Noble, Kobo, Amazon or Smashwords today!

Links:

Kobo: http://store.kobobooks.com/en-US/ebook/halloween-tales-a-collection-of-stories

Barnes and Noble: Not showing when I looked but search on Connie Cockrell

Amazon: http://www.amazon.com/Halloween-Tales-Collection-Connie-Cockrell/dp/1492783072/ref=sr_1_2?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1380515780&sr=1-2&keywords=Halloween+Tales

Smashwords: http://www.smashwords.com/books/view/359689

Apple: Not found when I looked.

Here’s a snippet from the book. This time from the story Rats.

“Have you ever seen anything like it?” Alex Monroe asked. “I shot it last night, getting into my chicken house.”

Albert Wayne nudged the dead body on the ground with his toe. “It looks like a rat.” He took off his Animal Control hat and scratched his head. “But I’ve never seen a rat the size of a beagle before.”

“Look at the teeth. No wonder I’m losing chickens. Where did it come from?”

Albert took a plastic bag out of the back of his pick-up. “I don’t know.” He scooped the body up with the bag and tied it shut. “I’ll take it to the lab in the capital. They’ll do some tests.” He dropped the bag in the back of the truck.

Alex walked to the door of the truck and the two men shook hands. “Call me, will ya, when ya find out? If there are more of these things, I want to be prepared.”

You can get the rest of Rats and 4 other stories starting today. Enjoy!

Big News: I’m a Publisher

I’m easing myself into a new role, publisher. It only makes sense. I self or indie publish. Chuck Wendig (http://terribleminds.com/ramble/2013/09/09/why-i-like-the-term-author-publisher/)   has proposed that those of us who indie publish are not only authors, but publishers too. He’s encouraging the term Author-Publisher.

I’m embracing that term.  I took the plunge Sunday morning and bought a domain name for my own publishing house: 2ndWindPress.com.  What was exciting was filling out the on-line form. It asked for my organization and my position. I, with more than a bit of a thrill, typed in 2ndWindPress and Publisher. I know, I’m easily entertained, but my heart actually beat faster.

Today I’ll go over to the Chamber of Commerce and get my Doing Business As (DBA) form. I might as well jump on into the deep end.

How will this affect me? I’ll have a nifty logo (still in design) and publishing house name to add to the spine of my books. It sets me up as a professional. It confirms that I’m serious about my writing and getting my books published.

It has been a crazy 2 years since I first began writing. I hope you stay with or join me for the ride.

Just a reminder, my latest book, Recall, is on Amazon.com at http://www.amazon.com/Recall-Connie-Cockrell/dp/1484886224/ref=sr_1_2?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1375657368&sr=1-2

Flash Fiction Friday: The Old Farm

This story came from a writing prompt back in May. Enjoy.

The Old Farm

Jason sat in the second pew from the front, behind his dad and mom, Bart and Erin. Bart was the oldest son, his sister Ann and her husband, Clive sat beside them. Last in the front pew was his uncle Glen, the youngest, and his wife Mary. Grandma Carol sat at the end on the center aisle, tears dripping silently down her cheeks.

As the oldest grandchild he was on the end too, he leaned forward and patted her on the shoulder. She turned slightly and reached across herself to pat his hand. After the service they assembled in the old farmhouse where she’d raised her three children. He came into the kitchen with a pile of dirty paper plates after the guests had left. His father was talking to his grandmother across the table. His mom was at the table too, his aunts and uncles stood around the kitchen, leaning against the cabinets and the sink.

“It’s for the best, Mom,” Bart told his mother. “You’re out here all by yourself.”

Jason felt a flash of anger, his father was always the bully, always knew what was best for everyone else. His grandmother looked exhausted; paler than even an 82 year old should be. “She’s tired, Dad,” Jason dropped the paper plates in the huge trash bag in front of the kitchen door. “Why don’t we talk about it tomorrow?”

His father glared. Jason raised his eyebrows. He knew his father hated that.

“It doesn’t need to be decided tonight, whether she stays here or goes somewhere else.” Jason put an arm around his grandmother. “Come on, Grandma. I’ll walk you up to your bedroom.”

When he came down the rest of the aunts, uncles and cousins had left. They all lived in the surrounding towns and could drive home. Jason and his parents were staying overnight.

“I wish you would have let me handle this, Jason,” his father said as he tied the garbage bag closed. “She can’t stay here at her age. We’ve found a perfect retirement home for her. It’s right near us. We can visit every weekend. The sale of this old farm will pay for everything.”

His father was a complete type ‘A’ personality. His mother too, he thought. Everything has to happen right now. “It’s not the time, Dad. It’s been a long day and she’s tired. Cut her some slack.”

His mother turned from the sink where she was washing up serving plates and glasses. “We’re only going to be here another day, Jason. It has to be settled.”

Jason shrugged and went into the living room to finish cleaning up. He wasn’t going to win this argument. They and his aunt and uncle had left the farm as soon as they could. They all made fancy careers for themselves. They let him and his cousins come back in the summer. Jason remembered jumping out of the hay lofts, gathering eggs, learning to drive the big John Deere tractor for his grandfather. Shelling peas with his grandmother under the big old oak tree in the side yard, watching the sun set over the fields was the best part of the day.

Later, in bed, he watched the stars wheel through the night sky, listening to the night animals rustle through the fields outside his bedroom window. In the morning, he was up at the first light of day. He’d done alright in college. He graduated with a solid B average in business. But in the eight years since then he had hardly moved from the entrance level position as a mid-level manager in the computer company he’d joined after graduation. He hated the cubicle life and the constant backstabbing and political jockeying that went with being in a large company.

He walked out into the fields and from a small hill watched the sun come up over the farm. The rooster crowed; a lonely sound this early in the morning. He smiled to himself at the thought of his mother cursing the bird as she pulled the pillow over her head. All of the tension of yesterday left him. He could feel it just draining away into the earth he sat on. The birds began their morning songs as the sun peaked up over the horizon.

The morning dew soaked his sneakers and jeans as he walked back to the kitchen. He knew his grandmother would be up, making coffee and biscuits. He could smell the coffee as he opened the screen door. “Morning, Grandma,” he gave her a kiss on the cheek, her flour covered hands held up in the air.

“Mornin’ Jason.” She went back to rolling out the biscuit dough. “You’re up early.”

He slumped into a kitchen chair, watching her roll the dough. “Yeah, couldn’t sleep.”

She nodded. “Change can do that.”

“Are you going to move to that fancy retirement home?”

She cut the biscuits with a cutter twice as old as he was. “Probably. I can’t keep the farm up by myself.” She paused, the cutter half way to the dough. “I’m getting tired, Jason.”

“Hmm,” he said.

He was slathering his grandmother’s wild blackberry jam on the still hot biscuit when his father and mother came into the kitchen. They poured coffee and sat down. His mother wrinkled her nose at the biscuit. “How can you eat that as soon as you get up?”

“I’ve been up for hours,” he said, then popped half the biscuit into his mouth. “How much are you going to ask for the farm?”

his father stirred milk into his coffee. “I looked up an estimate before we came. I think we can get at least a million for it.”

Jason nodded. “I have some money saved. I’d like to buy it.”

He glanced over at his grandmother, standing at the sink washing up the mixing bowl. She gave him a wink and a grin.

The End

985 Words

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Flash Fiction Friday: New Life

Another one of the stories I worked on while taking the Holly Lisle class: How to write Flash Fiction that Doesn’t Suck. (https://howtothinksideways.com/)  I’m not happy with my title to this one. What do you think? What would you name this story?

New Life

“Jean, you really did it?” my best friend Joy asked, wide-eyed with surprise.

I nodded, heart thumping. She’s the only one I told.

“What are your parents going to say?” she covered her mouth, glancing quickly around the room. “What will the pastor say?” she whispered.

I knew what they’d say. Mama would retreat into silence and Papa would erupt. I tossed my braid over my shoulder. “I don’t care,” I sniffed. “There’s more to life than marrying the man the community picks for me and having his babies.”

Joy looked over her shoulder at the door. “But you can’t just…leave!”

It all crystallized for me right then. “I don’t want to end up like my mother! She never talks, Joy. Except to call us for meals or tell us what chore needs to be done next. No! There’s a whole world out there,” I pointed out the window. “And I’m going to see it.”

Two months later Papa called from the parlor, “Jean!”

It was time to make supper and Mama said I cooked so well, I made most of our meals. “Yes, Papa,” I walked into the room, wiping my hands on a towel. I froze. Mama was sitting down, hands folded and eyes downcast. I’d never seen her sitting down this time of day before.

“Come here,” he said. I loved my parents but his tone of voice made me hesitate. He pulled a paper out of his pocket. “Did you send this stranger,” he shook the paper, shouting, “a letter?”

In a soft voice I answered, “Yes, Papa.”

His face grew red and his voice quiet. “You shame us. Writing to strangers! Outsiders!” He dropped the letter and his hands to his lap. He shook his head. “What do you say to this?”

The look on his face told me he didn’t understand. “I want to see the world, Papa. I want to be more than a farm wife.” Mama’s head came up, tears flowing down her face.

Papa burst out, “Are we not good enough for you?”

“No…no, I just want something more.”

I spent the rest of the week in my room, staring out over the horizon. Mama brought me all the bread I could eat and plenty of water.

On Sunday I was made to stand in front of the congregation, Papa and Mama behind me.  After a long sermon about the wickedness of the world and the weakness of women, I was excommunicated. Papa drove me to the bus stop giving me my letter, ticket and $100. We stood quietly until it was time to board. As I climbed the steps, I heard him say, “Be safe.”

At the meeting with the director, he looked me up and down, and even though I’d cut my braid off, I still wasn’t much to look at. “Can you cook?”

Standing in the grocery store line, Joy noticed a tabloid picture of her friend, Jean. She was named Hollywood’s best personal chef.

The End

497 Words

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Gardening

I love this time of year in the garden. Everything is started and growing well. The peas are expanding their pods and I’m eager to start picking them. The tomatoes and the eggplant are blooming and the squashes and melons are lifting their leaves up to the sun and growing an inch or more a day.

The lettuce and spinach have just about quit. The 90 degree days are too much for them. The swiss chard is doing well though and is a great substitute for spinach.

I still need to get some basil in because you just have to have basil to go with the tomatoes. The thyme is blooming and the oregano is just about ready to bloom. Good thing I cut and dried them already. The sage is just lovely. I planted a variety that has gold blotches on the leaves and it looks so pretty in the bed.

My peach tree has a lot of fruit on it though the pear tree has only a few pears. Peaches are my husband’s favorite so he’s looking forward to peach cobbler, canned peaches, peach salsa and of course, fresh peaches.

All I can say is, yum!

Status of May’s Goals

May has been hectic to say the least. I’m not sure I even remember everything but here’s my recollection of how I did.

– Write 4 Flash Fiction Friday Stories (one per week)

I wrote more than 4 but missed one Friday posting.

– Update my Blog and Facebook Fan page (Both are titled ConniesRandomThoughts) weekly

I updated regularly.

– May Story A Day

Finished with 12 stories, two over my goal. Not every one is a gem but I’ll set them aside and one day I may actually fix them up and publish them.

– Submit Recall to Publisher or Self-Publish

I did finish Recall and on May 27th, self published it. I designed the cover and my hubby gets credit for the photography on the cover. I’m pretty excited because I think it’s the best story I’ve written yet. It can be found for purchase on CreateSpace, Smashwords, and Amazon.com.

– Begin revision of TriPoint

I actually started my revision a couple of months ago but with the April Camp NaNo and the May Story A Day, I let it drop. I’ll pick it back up now and try and get it done in June.

Other stuff not in the plan.

1. Signed up for and completed a Holly Lisle Flash Fiction course. That generated 5 flash fiction stories for May Story a Day.

2. Entered a Holly Lisle short story contest and actually had my story, A Taste of Copper, accepted for her anthology! It will be out sometime in July.

3. Entered a Scribophile contest and was not selected as the winner but I had enough confidence in the story to enter it in the Writers of the World contest for the 3rd quarter. I won’t hear a thing until late September.

4. Today I cleared the wreckage from my computer desk, putting things away and digging out my TriPoint story to continue its revision. Now I’m ready to get serious about finishing that revision and outlining my July Camp NaNo story.  I’ve signed up on a different site, http://julnowrimo.com/ for my July efforts. Several of my Forward Motion friends love the site so I thought I’d try it out for the next book in the TriPoint series.

Here’s hoping your May was productive and your June will be a success!

Planning My Time

Plans. We all have plans. It might be; go to the store tomorrow and do the monthly grocery shopping. It might be to plan the next family trip to somewhere exotic. There are the plans we make, like the shopping that will definitely happen and those that won’t, like that exotic vacation for just you and the spouse.

I’m a retiree, so you’d think I would have a pretty free calendar. That’s what you’d think if you didn’t know me. I do quite a bit of volunteer work; I like to go out with friends.  Of course I also want to hang with the hubby. There’s exercising, gardening, taking care of the house, you know, all of the nuts and bolts of living.

But I’m also a writer. I have lots of things I want to get done: edit the last draft novel, write short stories, design book (paper and ebook) covers, blog, outline the next novel idea, indie publish said stories or novels, submit other stories/novels to magazines and publishers.  But life interferes. I have to do the other stuff, hang with spouse, garden, shower.

I love doing those other things, so I have to balance them. Tomorrow morning I go hiking, I have to call my mom about lunch time my time zone, I have a volunteer meeting tomorrow evening. Sometime in there I’m going to try and get some writing done.

I’m not doing anything different than all of you are doing. Everyone’s life is a balancing act between what has to be done and what you want to do. I try to make sure there’s time for the spouse and friends. Less time spent on dusting. Sometimes, I even get some writing done.

How do you spend your day?

Merry-Go-Round Blog Tour for January 2013 – Goals

My goals for 2012, my first year of writing, were pretty loose: Take the Holly Lisle How to Revise Your Novel class (done!), get my 1st book published (done!) and write as much as I could.  I’ve since made some more structured commitments.  So here is what 2013 looks like so far for me, in a list form so I can check things off!

2013

January

– Write 4 Flash Fiction Friday Stories (one per week): On target so far!

– Update my Blog and Facebook Fan page (Both are titled ConniesRandomThoughts) weekly: On target so far!

– Start the Y2N class (2 years) with zette: Started! And so far so good!

– Begin revision of my August Camp NaNo story; Recall: I’m at the writing in phase of the project and it’s also going good so far.

– Start the Writers Career Business Plan Workshop: Started!

February

– Write 4 Flash Fiction Friday Stories (one per week)

– Update my Blog and Facebook Fan page (Both are titled ConniesRandomThoughts) weekly

– Continue to revise Recall

– Begin outlining Short Stories

March

– Write 4 Flash Fiction Friday Stories (one per week)

– Update my Blog and Facebook Fan page (Both are titled ConniesRandomThoughts) weekly

– Continue revision of Recall

– Outline more Short Stories

April

– Write 4 Flash Fiction Friday Stories (one per week)

– Update my Blog and Facebook Fan page (Both are titled ConniesRandomThoughts) weekly

– Finalize Recall if I haven’t already done so

– Outline more Short Stories

– Begin outline for July NaNo

May

– Write 4 Flash Fiction Friday Stories (one per week)

– Update my Blog and Facebook Fan page (Both are titled ConniesRandomThoughts) weekly

– May Story A Day

– Submit Recall to Publisher or Self-Publish

– Begin revision of TriPoint

June

– Write 4 Flash Fiction Friday Stories (one per week)

– Update my Blog and Facebook Fan page (Both are titled ConniesRandomThoughts) weekly

– Continue revision of TriPoint

– Take zette’s SciFi class (date on this is still tbd)

July

– Write 4 Flash Fiction Friday Stories (one per week)

– Update my Blog and Facebook Fan page (Both are titled ConniesRandomThoughts) weekly

– Finalize TriPoint if I haven’t already done so

– Write a Vision article and submit it

August

– Write 4 Flash Fiction Friday Stories (one per week)

– Update my Blog and Facebook Fan page (Both are titled ConniesRandomThoughts) weekly

– Participate in August Camp NaNo

– Begin revising short stories

– Submit TriPoint to publishers or self-publish

September

– Write 4 Flash Fiction Friday Stories (one per week)

– Update my Blog and Facebook Fan page (Both are titled ConniesRandomThoughts) weekly

– Continue to revise short stories

– Begin submitting short stories to publishers

– Begin outline for November NaNo

October

– Write 4 Flash Fiction Friday Stories (one per week)

– Update my Blog and Facebook Fan page (Both are titled ConniesRandomThoughts) weekly

– Continue to revise short stories

– Continue to submit short stories

– Finalize outline for November NaNo

November

– Write 4 Flash Fiction Friday Stories (one per week)

– Update my Blog and Facebook Fan page (Both are titled ConniesRandomThoughts) weekly

– Participate in NaNo

– Submit short stories

December

– Write 4 Flash Fiction Friday Stories (one per week)

– Update my Blog and Facebook Fan page (Both are titled ConniesRandomThoughts) weekly

– Outline short stories

– Take another class, tbd